IN SEARCH OF YOU

Despite all luxuries something was missing
Every night i had dreams of you kissing
On my cheeks; Perhaps the kiss was awaited to dazzle
When in search of you i went through a castle

I went on till I couldn't get through and to you
The voices echoing from haunted walls were a boo
I was terrified but more was I desperate
Went on searching for you, leaving rest on fate

I saw your image in dreams but in diminished light
To un-blur that image and see you in bright
I went on being trapped and lured by bait
Seeing your image, I found you are my soul-mate

I loved the times we loved and fought
Living our lives and our dreams, we sought
Finding you I supposed, everything i bore
Your love was a mystery for me, yet to explore

Perhaps my queries took it far too away
I begin drowning as I left the bay
I couldn't realize throughout what's been your role
Unnoticed in rough, you were diamond in the coal

I was a fool, that you had always known
Always summed up my faults, the only cover I had own
All my wounds, did you only heal
But I guess, I always took it as a deal

I sat down reminiscing the time we spent together
When you were only thing to me, that did matter
When I hurt you and gave you the pain
Though you couldn't bear but you never complained

But after you left I realized your worth
You were perhaps the only purpose of my birth
Now I regret on my part for ever letting you go
Couldn't just sense that you will never turn up to show

Without you I wandered around like a zombie
Though previously I just cared for me
But now I am a changed man, killing all my ego
Just to locate you once and never letting you go

I found you in the crowd, cheering out with your allies
Or perhaps in an effort to survive, were you faking that smile?
When soon I found, for the first I was right
Hidden behind your untrue smile, there was a plight

In search of you I indeed found myself
Cause we co-exist as a single soul
Now I revise all my vows to make a greater impact
Together I want to live up our dreams rather making a pact

MY FREEDOM

My freedom is what I strive for
I long for it; being a hardcore
I desire to set myself free
Perhaps to escape or to flee

When I was born, I was tied in chains
I was tortured, given all sorts of pains
I got immuned and so endured
Kept on bearing it without being cured

Now perhaps the pain brought back my focus
I have stabilized cause I found my purpose
I can dare and bear whatsoever the consequence
Cause now I can take a stand with a poised stance

Moving without fear, that the spirits can sigh
Looking into their eyes with head held high
Turned a bruiser that can crush the rocks
Freedom embracing me, vision unpiling all blocks

ONCE YOU FALL IN YOU NEVER COME OUT

Tired of trying to get rid off your past?
Perhaps to come out of it, you'd been running very fast
But the faster your run, the faster it chases you
You are perplexed and wonder what it owes to you

When you simply wanna let it go
Though you come across many who still waited in a row
You may indeed distance it, fastening your steps
The vestige of your soul detaches and drops over there
That clings by you and never let it go
And everytime you look back it turns up to show

Its like a mirror
You'll see your image there
You wonder that you are paranoid
But you'll keep running to avoid

After so many efforts if you still find yourself helpless
Just sit down over there, take a deep breath and relax
Life will go on as it always do
So will your past run, overtaking you
The part of your soul now runs ahead
Once again it reflects your image

Then again you race but not to run away
Now you run to follow and chase
Cause thats the only place where you can see the shade
Thats now what you got to seek in future
Though you gave in to detatch but was always around
And is something that always keeps you bound
Until you found
Once you fall in you never come out

DESPERATE BOYS

P.S. This poem has been fashioned to rhyme in a rap

Girls brought up professionally ain't no more charmed with soft toys
The generation has given them much to exploit, the desperate boys
They make these boys dance to their beats
Once used up, the boy further won't receive any greets
They suck these boys from deep inside
Though these boys can't afford but they still hide

Boys learn to groove and follow the steps
Warned by other boys, they'd say-"Cut the crap"

Just to seek from them a hi or hello
They go on chasing after them like a mad buffalo
Looking at any girl they fall in crush
When friends try to confirm, they deny and secretly blush
They go on sacrificing and trying their luck
To pass some time with them, they'll spend loads of bucks

For once they would even give up their self pride
I guess somewhere their soul has died
After being ditched they spend whole night crying
Thinking themselves to be useless, they feel like dying
Perhaps that is the only purpose of their birth
To serve that girl were they brought down to earth

But these boys are desperate and very determined
They'll say to them "never say die cause its worth giving in"
They once again begin to gamble with their life
They got a longing of being pronounced as man and wife
They have got to make it before its too late
Perhaps an extra effort may change their fate

Something really one has got to pick up from these men
That's their attitude-"I think I can"

Now wake up dumb asses before its too late
You'll end up dreaming while life keep on shutting for you every gate
In the end you'll find there is nowhere you made
And nothing you got, just their bills unpaid
 

SECRET CRUSH

She was dressed in a bright pink top
To the center position did she drop
She must be on a freak out with her allies
They alone were forming many different rallies















Herd of charm where few seductive
But to me she was the most attractive
She was the one most distinguished by
I gathered her eye lashes bowing down in shy

She was just in a glimpse that I could sigh
Though for a moment but my blood rouse high
And thoughts of her didn't shut down that early
To see her in dreams I slept eagerly
Now that I don't see her in my dreams any less
And these dreams won't just go to nothingness

I just don't ponder any rare
To steal her single glance I would do any dare
Her beauty will always remain a mystery
To define her couldn't locate any word in dictionary
Somewhere unturned in pages of my story
My secret crush will soon be a history